A lot has been taken away. It is definitely empty now. What do I do? such a big void to fill up. Though I have tried really hard to fill it up, it doesn't suit the room. I miss all the colorful stuff in the room, colors that really lifts you up and calms you down like a lake.

A lot of 'what if's keep echoing in the room. I wish things had been different. Its like I've bet all my money on a poker game and lost. When you have only one hope and it failed, you are left clueless.

Like a loud music that gets switched off and the music still echoes in your head.
I never had enough of it. And now its empty and I miss it so much.

-excerpt from author's deep thoughts